My young king, I can't wait to see what you will bring /
Your arrival will be a world exclusive, as it's been elusive... /
In the journey through my past, so to my future I'll be headed /
Your presence will represent the pinnacle of my life pyramid... /
The ultimate result of my life's ponzi scheme, realised! /
You will be the beginning of the future, the blueprint volume 2 part 1... "Life and times of Kevin Mutembei the 1st" of my kind. /
Volume 1 is you're sister... "The Queen" who arrived / before you...
"YOU" I could have had three times before but thrice "YOU" we killed... , /
Me and K & S & V conspired... , /
Agreed and disagreed... to see you disappear, we connived... /
Ripped you to death before your heart beat ever dropped, /
Repealed, revoked, reversed before you arrived..., /
Destroyed your vessel before you boarded... /
And for that... I'll forever regret!!! At times, to times past I've regressed..., /
But in time I realised that to progress I can't change what's passed... /
But unequivocally to your spirit I apologised, /
And will continue to be unrelenting in my prayer for forgiveness!!!
For years, my life I hated, haunted and halted, /
Truly your arrival one could say for me it's undeserved, /
As too many times your trust I've destroyed, /
Why would you set out again on this journey so wretched, /
When again and again I've shown can't be trusted??? /
Then and before I've ruined your dream of life with little or no remorse... , but in time I've regretted! /
I AM SORRY SON!!! I AM SORRY SON!!! Hope you forgive your dad for ignorance ingrained, / So deep and selfish immaturity... Always took, took, took but to give back... back then I never committed... /
One too many times I've murdered... /
I was guilded, /
A childish fool - please understand my lessons I've now heeded, /
Your sister in me she trusted, /
With all my errors and misgivings, her gift of life she offered me...
And through that lifeline I named / her "LIFE" and everyday since 3 years I've given and guided her life!!! /
She's the reason I've never complained, but always complained... /
Reason I'm always doing, always building... always guided, /
By her spirit as she's rays of sunshine after days of moonshine! /
I can't wait for your arrival so I can meet you, speech you and reach you, /
Teach you to tie your laces, show you how to make faces, /
Take you places, open cases and dresses, /
Show you how to avoid cases and remain nameless, /
Show you life skills, avoid hype shit and dumb chicks, /
Them chicks that give it up to you if you're rude to them, hood to them or good to them... /
You don't have shit to prove to them /
Them being the world and it's mum /
You mum and I... will love you regardless /
No matter the madness your highness... You'll always remain my young King.
Kevin Mutembei
August 2017
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