Daydreams & Dreams; Of Life & Love.

Having day dreams with vivid visions 

Of screams, moans and groans! 

Reminisce of grips and whips 

Scratches on my back 

Scratch turned scars - 

Itching... Twitching... 

From strokes of my whip  

Cramps in cramped spaces, 

Hot air in places - breathe in, 

Brace... breathe it out! 

Everybody falling... I keep failing... 

I lied... 

Said I don't keep score but still sore 

As memories float to the fore 

Maybe I'm bored... 

Perhaps I dared ensnare the snake; 

To make it lie down I lied 

The train I rode - pussy express 

Metal to the floor, 

Going for the medal 

True... 

Emotions shouldn't meddle 

But settle? No... 

I know no other level, vessel or hustle 

I struggle with my muscle 

The hassle of this dabble 

Little as it may be... maybe it's crazy! 

Too easy to shuffle 

Too lazy to muddle... 

Haggle and gamble? 

Love is a drug but this isn't the Matrix!

Red pill? Blue pill? 

No pills - but my illness? Stress  

I mess with the need, feed the greed 

Freed through the need! 

Am I a friend in deed as 

I am a friend in need? 

Look, I'll leave before I leave - 

Pieces shattered & clattered 

Broken and never spoken... 

Of hearts and sorrows I've borrowed 

Burrowed brows, older bros 

Wanna bury me down burrowed holes... 

It's time I called it time 

Next time I'll have time 

Won't slam, crash then resign 

But for now I'm resigned 

Realigned... 

Defined... 

Refined 

Rewind and play again... 

Life begins! 

Kevin Mutembei. 

Nov 2013