Having day dreams with vivid visions
Of screams, moans and groans!
Reminisce of grips and whips
Scratches on my back
Scratch turned scars -
Itching... Twitching...
From strokes of my whip
Cramps in cramped spaces,
Hot air in places - breathe in,
Brace... breathe it out!
Everybody falling... I keep failing...
I lied...
Said I don't keep score but still sore
As memories float to the fore
Maybe I'm bored...
Perhaps I dared ensnare the snake;
To make it lie down I lied
The train I rode - pussy express
Metal to the floor,
Going for the medal
True...
Emotions shouldn't meddle
But settle? No...
I know no other level, vessel or hustle
I struggle with my muscle
The hassle of this dabble
Little as it may be... maybe it's crazy!
Too easy to shuffle
Too lazy to muddle...
Haggle and gamble?
Love is a drug but this isn't the Matrix!
Red pill? Blue pill?
No pills - but my illness? Stress
I mess with the need, feed the greed
Freed through the need!
Am I a friend in deed as
I am a friend in need?
Look, I'll leave before I leave -
Pieces shattered & clattered
Broken and never spoken...
Of hearts and sorrows I've borrowed
Burrowed brows, older bros
Wanna bury me down burrowed holes...
It's time I called it time
Next time I'll have time
Won't slam, crash then resign
But for now I'm resigned
Realigned...
Defined...
Refined
Rewind and play again...
Life begins!
Kevin Mutembei.
Nov 2013
